I developed anxiety and panic disorder in my second year of junior high school. From the age of eight, I had dreamed of becoming a professional soccer player, but in my final year of high school, after much inner conflict, I let go of that dream. At the age of twenty, I came to believe in Jesus Christ and began my journey of faith. At twenty‑one, I moved to the United States to attend university, where I encountered a Self‑Help program that enabled me to overcome anxiety and panic disorder. After returning to Japan, I was baptized at twenty‑seven and became a Christian.
At the age of thirty‑five, I was hospitalized to begin tapering and discontinuing benzodiazepine medications—primarily clonazepam—that I had long taken for chronic headaches. During this process, I suffered withdrawal symptoms beyond what words can fully express, along with severe long‑term aftereffects.
Eleven years after the onset of these symptoms, at forty‑six, my recovery reached approximately eighty percent. Even now, I continue to pursue complete freedom from the medications and full restoration of my health.
Through my own experiences, I hope to support those who are struggling with anxiety, panic disorder, benzodiazepine aftereffects, or the deeper pains of life. Sharing my experiences with anxiety, panic disorder, benzodiazepine aftereffects, and “the true story of miracles and love” that has shaped my journey is my vision—and my mission—to bring God’s love and light to others in the world.
About benzodiazepine medications
Benzodiazepines are classified as psychotropic tranquilizers.
With continued use over a certain period, the body may adapt to the medication, and withdrawal or rebound symptoms can occur when reducing or discontinuing the dose.
About clonazepam
Clonazepam, originally developed as an anti‑epileptic drug, is also prescribed for headaches, dizziness, and certain mental symptoms. Among benzodiazepines, it has a particularly strong potency, making withdrawal extremely difficult.
